crawling up after hitting hard on the ground

One of the saddest moments in my life is still vivid in my mind.Guess I fell too hard...

The power of the mind is no doubt the most powerful weapon to equip with if one intends to grasp victory and has a taste of success.If you realize,possessing a positive outlook in everything is so important.Once you let a negative thought sinks in, the game is over for you.You will be at the losing end.

Personally,I am a person who is easily distracted and influenced.Inexplicably,I tend to forget what is important in my life when I actually know what I want.
Not a very disciplined person? YESSSS...
I have to be constantly fueled. After having a 'great' taste of failure every now and then, I definitely have learned significant lessons.

THE WORDS
(Everyone has the right to speak.So if I were to care everything they say about me then I will be the BUSIEST person in the world)
THE IMPRESSION
(Who are they to judge me anyway???)
THE 'HURDLES'
(If I want to do something, no one can stop me. It is only a matter of whether I want it or not.)
MYSELF
(for not having strong principles in life)

Strangely enough, I had actually known the greatness of power of mind long before but I am not taking it seriously.

I am not a clairvoyant so I couldn't see what will happen in future.BUT,one thing for sure is I am so clear of what I want to achieve in the next 3 to 4 years.The journey will be tough but I will tough it out..
Determination is the key factor.And go for what I believe in!

Just now I was watching the 28th Grammy movie awards (Hong Kong).Guess what? The little girl who starred in CJ7 won the title of 'the best new female actress' (some sort like that). The pretty little girl with such a young age already managed to receive a remarkable trophy like this kind.Standing in front of all talented actors,actresses and directors, she proudly and emotionally said,
'Dad, finally I scored 100 marks this time!'
She indeed gain my respect.

Nothing is really impossible in this world, isn't it?
CHEERS!

MY PRIORITY

I am glad that I am knowing what is my utmost priority.
I don't know about others but for me, my priority is my parents.

Here is the contradiction. My future is supposed to be the top of my priority. True enough. Yet, I feel strongly that my parents are the utmost priority in my life. It is because of them that my future matters the most.Simple reason. Their only hope is to see me successful in the future and lead a good life. Well, I suppose that's the hope of all parents...

Over the past few weeks I have been feeling strongly over this top priority of mine. They weigh heavily in my heart. And they will always get the largest share of my heart. I feel so obliged to fulfill the duty as a daughter. (Of course I have always been a dutiful daughter.)
Reduced high tone. Trying not to talk back.(But as always I will stand for my points if they make sense. )
STUBBORN.

Seeing them happy and healthy is my wish. I want badly to give them a real good life now. (Not like they are not having one at the moment. Just want to upgrade it to a higher level). My only mission now is to strive towards ONE GOAL. I will make sure I achieve this goal. Their faith in me will always be the sole purpose for me to keep in tracks of what I should do to materialize their wish . I shall not stray from my goal.

Out you go, DISTRACTIONS!
Out you go, TEMPTATIONS!

My conscience has been telling me to love and treasure my family as much as I can.
YES, DEFINITELY I WILL !
SWEAR I WON'T HURT THEM AT ANY CHANCE !

Family is THE BEST !
P/S: Mum 'N Dad, I hope I won't disappoint both of you!

watch this

I AM SO OBSESSED WITH HIM!

I've just watched the new moon trailer..dunno how many times have I repeated the trailer but still seems like not getting enough of it. The images of Edward Cullen and Bella Swan keeps on lingering in my mind. To make things worse,I keep on thinking about the handsome-looking JACOB !!!
JACOB is so HOT!!!
Make me crave for HIM so much compared to Edward...But,i like Edward also.
Anticipating for NEW MOON so much!Looking forward to NOVEMBER 2009!!

Below is the trailer.Enjoy it.You will know who is Jacob after watching it...