Saturday, July 25, 2009

spirit of blogging

It is 12:15am now..
Finally my mood to blog has come back... (boonheng: I knw u miss reading my blog..don nid to throw a fast conclusion saying my blog is a dead blog geh.. :P )

Cliche as it may sounds, I just don't really have the time to blog. As new semester has just started, many things need to be settled and now that week 4 is coming soon, I am expecting my schedule to be tighter :"(

Things did not go well though. Last week I was downright down and angry. For a few minutes I could not accept the shocking fact behind what had happened earlier. I really could not comprehend his action. For heaven sake, can't he just acts like a REAL man! This horrible idiot seemed to enjoy badmouthing people. The worst thing is he spoke not the truth but spread untrue information. What a wrongful action! Shame on him!
The more I think of it the angrier I am..I dont wish to write further about this incident since it had already passed. I am so glad to learn the fact that he is such a fiendish and fake person. I am not concerned at all if he receives his punishments from God in his afterlife. What is important is I have seen his true colours and for that reason I will do what I should when dealing with him. Betrayal of trust is a painful experience to bear with but I will not let it weaken me by any chance.

These few days I have been pretty busy searching food factories for my industrial training next year. When think of the life of working in industry, I get excited but at the same time worried. Worry for many reasons. Individual perfomance, expectancy,environment, dealing with different networks etc...Trying to prepare myself mentally and emotionally for this new challenge (still have about 4months)..But, kind of looking forward to it. This is life. DILEMMA!
Hmm...I hope I will get the place I want la...hmmm...pray for me ya frens? :) thxx...

I am very determined to improve my freestyle! So, I will try to increase my trip to the pool..hehe..

OK..till here. Update when free again ;)